This past week and a half, it has started to sink in, the idea of a family expanded. Sophie is becoming more person like every day, Lillian and Samuel are responding to the expansion in their own way, I am responding in my own way to my own expansion (which I hope is not permanent), and Nick is hanging in there trying to ignore the flashing sign in his periphery that reads "Shrinking" blink blink "Too Tight" blink blink "Reduction"...and variations on this theme.
But, look at all the fruitfulness that is possible with this increasing family. And Nick and I are both sober and thankful as we consider the great blessing and responsibility entrusted to us (a little speechless and pop-eyed as well; imagine...well maybe I will treat you to an actual illustration sometime).
On the "fruitfulness" note. Nick took/had some time off and boy was he productive. He brewed his next batch of beer (he made a slight error with his liquid measurement, but is hoping he accidentally discovered the "Redmond Imperial Stout"), He took the children on their first camping trip, Nick style (oh my gosh, we are such pansies!!!) in the back yard. We are hoping to expand our camping territory at some point, but with a camp stove and some smores it was beauty to behold. Samuel hopped up on chocholate at ten o'clock, running lapps around the tent howling at the moon; seriously, my children have problems with sugar. Nick is such a fun Dad.
I find it intresting, and when I am finding it intresting it is becuase I am not in the middle of it, merley observing, what emotional/conversational situations our particular personality traits, isolated and directed back at us with an indapendant will, are capable of creating on a day to day basis.